Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Failure.

Yesterday I heard back from my first choice school: Deferred.  I am so upset, but really I am truly frustrated with myself.  This feeling of not being good enough is covering me like a thick blanket on the hottest day of summer.  I keep thinking about it...wishing there was something more I could do.

Heard back from one of my least favorite schools today: Rejected.  I didn't even interview there, and I know I'm too good for them anyways.  Mom said "don't be upset, you didn't want to go there anyways".  While that is completely true, I am not yet into medical school...therefore I want to have the opportunity to interview everywhere.

Tally
Accepted: 0
Deferred: 1
Waiting for Response Post-Interview: 4
Waiting for Response: 7
Rejected: 3
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  1. EmilyMarch 19, 2009 at 7:01 AM

    Hi, you are not a failure and you never will be one. Seriously.
    Remember that things will all work out in the end, and stop being mopey and start being happy again. I really, really, really, really believe in you, whether you end up at OSU or not.
    Theta lesson: Remember independence, perseverance, faith. (Faith, hope, and love are okay most of the time, but there are certain, more important, times which I like these three better.) Just think about those three for a second, and then smile, okay?
    I love you.

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